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This is from an actual video on youtube. Im not gonna link it. Noone wants to see "way more videos like this"

Pill - It's So Hard

I like singing along to some great tunes every now and then. Funny i couldn't find the lyrics for this track anywhere, so i wrote them up myself (to the best of my ability).


Pill - its so hard lyrics
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lived in a house of racket
survivin of ketchup packets
rayman noodles
cracked pots and a book of matches

pissin mattres, five people im sharin that with
survival tactics, turmalicious of what had happend

cuz all three of my siblings had a dad and im without a pappy
all i can do is turn to mum and ask her what just happend

the weather's a storm, the heart's now torn
they love me die alone with ghost, so im just left to mourn

tears, the sounds of bills cracking
the halls reverv with laughter

kids playin jump rope and patty cake clapping

i try to balance it out when im at school learning
two thirty bell ringing im back in hell burning

somebody tell me, was this how life supposed to go
menace to society like fuck watching the opera show

cuz that aint real life, the cosby that aint bill's life
refridgerator empty, for some reason that dont feel right

*chorus*

cant think about takin breaks cuz in the back of my mind
hands cold in the winter as i sack up these dimes

postin, while its alot of shit i cant complain about
hopin, that i can sell gold and try to plan it out

mostly, because the life that i lead takes a toll on me
i know it's wrong but i feel like its got a hold on me

i sit and think about my childhood dreams
how they depleted thru the readin all about good things

like fast cars, and bitches and waterfront property
and if i want it all i would probably be skippin kolliscines

the fame and fortune rees a torture in the public eye
i take that chance anyday for what i love a lot

i drown my pain in champagne at the clubs alot
readin books on life tryin a figure what the fuck it's bout

the complications seems to bill when you try to make it
they in your ear screamin pill but on the side they hatin

waitin, for the chance to see you fall down
fun believe in stumble so they can be who you call now

just to decline you remind you what you used to have
sit around the table drinkin beers and how you used to laugh

i swear its hard i pray to god for a decent livin
a couple cars in the yard and some frequent visits

a couple tars for the kids and no visa limits
call my boys do it big is my treat to linux